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"Never explain yourself. Your friends don't need it, your enemies won't belive it."

True story :]

2010. december 5., vasárnap


So as always, i should be studying, instead im just looking at wonderful pictures on different blogs.
And since im very narcist (sometimes lol) i was just looking in the mirror and looking at my hair :)
Ok, just to explain that before you call me cocky, it is my strength, cuz i have a natural haircolor everyone loves, and 2years ago caused by an unknown sickness i almost lost it. But I haven't! So now i appreciate it even more.
Judge me or not, im in true love with my own hair :D

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Ok, hope everyone has a great sunday, im gonna post some inspiration as well, cuz im leaving to Mexico on wednesday, and im already thinking which clothes to bring and wear there of course! I GOT NOTHING TO WEAR!!!! :D Crisis... But i think my leader character is going to be sexy and innocent, since im visiting my boyfriend, but usually black is my way hahaha we will see.


Sadly there is some stupid error on Blog, so it rejected a couple of pictures I wanted to upload :@

2010. december 3., péntek


I can't wait to go to Mexico. I hate winter!

I should write homework, but of course i rather surf on the internet :D

Currently listening : Esmée Denters : Outta Here

Sooo, im so bored of Lookbook lately, im bored of looking at BORING looks! hahha so here is my disaster list for today!

Ok, Frida whoever. Looks like my grandma, all the time :) Slow down young lady!
But the worst are these Jeffrey Campbell shoes. Black tights and shoes with something neutral, with an enormous pair of shoes, perfect way to look like a tramp :) Succeed!

Little dear Nr.2. She is the greyest mous I've ever seen! Just prooves that Lookbook is full with the tasteless "crowd", its not a real fashionista site anymore. This makes me ..... snoooooooooore... Wake me up when winter ends!

Which one of you goes out
in lace tights in -5 degrees?
Anyway, got daddies sweater?
Better not, besides that hat is so 2005...
And Martens.. the TOTAL DISASTER. Martens is for annoying little teenager rock chicks, i wore them, i grew up! Do that if you don't wanna look like a dirtbag.
 And the most disgusting shoes again.. How can you ruin such a GORGEOUS!!! dress with those tights and platforms? Looks like a hors pretty much... Sad.

Im not a fan of colors anyway, and you probably recognized THE SHOES again, but the striped socks are just cherry on top :D
This is simply the case when you follow trends without thinking. Or looking in the mirror.
PS.If you don't agree, go on Lookbook and kiss ass there, but im not interested in arguments on my blog!

Mesh :)

2010. november 26., péntek

Viva winter, Mexico here i come!

Damn this blog! I should work on my essays (8 of those exactly), so i will write here instead.

I seriousyl can't wait till the end of this semester, im out of work and school and doctors and shit.. 2010 is not my year!
But, finally i got my ticket to paradise! Im leaving to Mexico on the 8th of December, and hopefully i will fix things and have a lovely time with my boyfriend, and celebrate the 4th anniversary in a big fat pink cloud :)
This time i will stay for a whole month, and i stay till the 9th of january, so New Years Evening will be a blast in my plans! Mexicans really know how to celebrate, besides Acapulco has a much friendlier weather to party on the streets hehehe Jealous huh? I know, lucky bitch  >.<
Stay in touch, because im planning to keep you guys updated of the fun i have in the other side of the world.

Btw, i got the dream boots i wanted (older post) from Promod, and since november had such a pleasant weather i was wearing them all the time!
Today i went to the library at Buda Castle and the streets are made of fucking cobble, and i can tell you that it's a nightmare to walk in high heels on those! Damn it was really awkward plus dangerous. Tomorrow im wearing sneakers...
I love libraries in general and the National Széchényi Library is one of the prettiest ones, FROM THE OUTSIDE. Inside its a socialist design with some marble, totally depressing! Quite empty, only a couple of losers circling around :(
I wish i had a notebook. Anyone feels sorry for me? I will share my address send me one ;)
Although i spent all my money on the flight, so im not sure i wouldn't sell it and buy clothes.

Anyway! Here are some outfits makes me wanna shop even more when i can't and outfits i will sure NOT see in that library tomorrow!
Have a good weekend Everyone ;)

Oh Olivia, i don't care how you behave 
as long as you stay chick^^
Isn't this bracelet gorgeous?
This russian designer is a genious <3

Honestly i hate geek glasses!
But the sweater+skinnies+boots are cute :)

Fake fur for my taste only!
Looks so warm and cosy... mmm

Ps: I have to find out soon how to design a blog LOL

2010. augusztus 13., péntek

Later that day..

Oh well, oh well..
Since i couldn't make it to capoeira I just walked my Bunnybear :)
It's not even 9pm and im so tired, well, i had a long day.
Third day spent at work doing my compulsory practice for school, but it's awesome to have work honestly.

Im just gonna upload some inspiration since im too tired to do anything else :)
Noone is reading anyways hahaha
Have a good friday night everyone!

This striped dress is to die for!

MK - love her scarf!

I hate skulls, but i love navy, red-blue-white-gold always cath my eyes!

Im not falling for the sunnies, but she got the style for sure :)

Im looking for a dress cut at the back like this, i love them!

Lovely Jimmy Choo

Some of them are from lookbook, candids or from other blogs.

Currently listening:
Love the way you lie


so yeah, i will post something about my latest purchase, but now i only have time to post my deffinately wanted boots before i go to capoeira class!
The problem that i don't have all the money i want, so i deffinately need something practical, and well these boots are not very warm, and very sensitive as well, but fuck they are gorgeous!
We'll go check them out with mom, see what she thinks :)

2010. július 24., szombat

I NEED HELP. So im gonna post my looks here, and i want CRITICS, advices and opinions. I wanna get better, because i hate being always so unsatisfied and so unsuccessful! It never comes out right.

This was one of the first ones on Lookbook, i put a lot of effort in this one, and i still really like it. I know the picture is not the best, our garden was undone as well, but tell me what you think.

2010. január 29., péntek


I had such a horrible day, had a fight with my bf, took 4tranquilizers and fall asleep for like 2-3hours - that was a good part actually- and than we made an Oreo cake my bf got for his bd, and we are waiting for it to get ready (you just gotta mix the ingredients and put it in the freezer).

Have you ever had a panic attack? Because everytime i get hurt and get stressed im quite fucking close to it. Maybe my head doctor is right and i don't need other medicine for my blood-pressure just some Sanax.
Not too young to get on it? Whatever...
I so wish i was very rich in this moment, because i would go to a sanatorium right now, some massage , chat with a psychologist and aromatherapy would kick me back in life.

Maybe i read about spoilt rich NY girls too much? Sometimes i feel guilty of not reading any proper literature, but i read in english most of the time and that makes me feel emancipated.

My day started in the hospital with an other checkup, but my kidnes are very very fine, and my maxillary sinus is fine too, i don't have to visit every week anymore - if anyone is interested :D


So The Visitor(movie) was great, its a great combination of some sad deporting story with some passionate african-drum music, very enjoyable :)

I keep on wondering about how can other girls stand this cold, i keep on seeing girls wearing skirts and not a lot of clothes from very cold places like sweden or russia, and everytime i have to go out i wear tons of sweaters and tights under my pants, and sometimes my bf's feather coat which makes me look like a huge snowman, and i am still cold.
What's the matter with me? Or just all those people have cars? Or maybe public transport is much better there because we don't even have heating on the buses...

I guess im just way too blue to write anything here which would actually make anyone excited so i will finish here.

Here is a picture we took last week at the castle.

Have fun at friday night!

2010. január 28., csütörtök

Almost a month...

It's almost feb and i finally found out what account i used to sign in my blog... Have i told im pretty much a loser most of the time? Whatever... not trying to be a complainer as well.

But i will have to start with complaining still. Oh dear New Years Evening.. it was suuuuuch a disaster!
The party we planned to go seemed to be a great idea, the Utopia party which takes places in a "virgin" club every year, and that place was the "Glass Palace" (Üvegpalota) in the heart of the city.
Bottom line, we missed the pre-sale of the tickets, so we could only try at NYE again.
We had a couple of drinks at a turkish exchange student girl's flat, and than 3of us went to buy the tickets, but it came out they can't guarantee the accession even if you have a ticket already. That is very nice, fuck you very much.
So the tipical "let's go find a place - pilgrimage" started, and we ended up on the streets, got kicked out of a house party of some spoilt snob buda-kids before we even got there, and ended up in the rain on the other side of the city, very far from home...
What can i say?
If there is a flat available plus some friends, never expect better than that!

Than the other disaster was when 2010 started with a stryke, the stryke of the public transport company to be specific, which meant 5days of total traveling death in the whole capital of Budapest. It was incredibly pissing. We were scratching each other's bottoms home. So boring.

On the 5th of january i went to the hospital to get operated with a cysta in my face, everything went well, except i spent a night with two little kids and their mothers in the hospital room, and it was way too warm, and i could only breathe through my mouth because my nose was blocked with a bandage i had to change in every hour cuz i was bleeding so much. I made it, even though the operation lasted 1hour 20mins instead of 15-20mins as they said.

I have high blood pressure (very high), so they sent me to checkups, and it came out i have glaucoma on both eyes.

Bottom line, im taking two kind of drugs to my blood-pressure, and two kind of eyedrops to my glaucoma in the moment.
Good news I finally got the drug with the lactose enzyme, so i can eat some milk products if i take one before. I could finally drink hot chocolate without belly pains and allergic reacton. Hurray!

These things are not bringing me down anymore, just the temperature is killing me here!
Already 32 people died in the cold in january (in Hungary) and most of the people in their own houses, i think thats pretty sad.
What is sad for me that i don't have a car.
Good thing again i convinced my bf to not go to the shopping mall today, but on saturday when my mom lends us the car. Have i mentioned i love to drive?

There is one thing i love about the snow : at night, it's never dark, that magical pinkish light covers everything, and it's so so gorgeous!
We take my dog to the field every night, he loves to run around in the snow and play with my bf.

Other sad thing in january is the exchange students leaving who only came here for one semester, and a russian guy Oljeg left as well, he was my boyfriend's best friend here and i liked him very much as well.
We had a goodbye party for him, and that was one of those nights when everything turns out well, i felt like a princess with 5 guards in the club hahaha
Oh we had such a great time :)
I was driving that night, so everyone kept on saying poor me becaues i can't drink LoL
I am honest when i say i only need good mood and great company to enjoy myself a lot, not alcohol - that one is only making me sick actually hahahah
We shaked our ass like never before :) Love to party with my love^^

After everyone left, and the exams finished we have plenty of time, but not enough money to do whatever we want, but we are watching Two and a half man and movies like Snatch (Guy Ritchie is awesome), The Fall (beautiful places and pictures but very boring for my taste), Over the hedge (classical fav for me, i lol every time i watch it again), Law abiding citizen (brilliant movie), and an old classic the Devil's advocate.
They finally started to film new episodes of Dr.House again, so we could finally satisfy our House ADDICTION.
Belive me we drool and fall in ecstasy everytime we see a new episode.

/im off to watch The Visitor with mom and my love=Pablo/
- to be continued-